I'd like to say my efforts have payed off. I got the call back today and my work schedule is filling out very nicely. To work 5 days a week at 2 different jobs is not an easy task to figure out, but it looks like it may work out, and at TWO bars instead of one...I am praying I will be able to begin sooner than later and therefore be able to begin digging myself out of the financial hole this new year has brought me.

The first $2,000 will go entirely to paying off Alex and getting my bank account back above negative status. Then I will start paying off the old tickets and whatever fees I have. Then Alex and I are going to go out for a fucking expensive and fantastic dinner, because he was the only person that stood by me throughout this entire difficult two months of hell Ive just endured. None of my other so-called "friends" took one step out of their regular days to even acknowledge the level of fucked I was at. Therefore they are not invited.

These past two months I would periodically tell myself "its going to be okay" but today is the first day that I actually see the okay part beginning. Perhaps it will be a good year after all.