Had a stressful day today. And as it goes, was unnecessary in the end. I need to check my attitude about this move now.
Yes, moving is stressful but I am only going to benefit from it. I need to keep that in mind! This stress could be limited to only these stressful moments. It doesn't need to extend any further.
I will be meeting up with an old Oakland friend this Thursday to say goodbye before I move. We've been through lots of good and bad times together. We lost touch over the last year because I moved out of the house we had been sharing.
It's not all fluffy kitties and sunshine... But it will be nice to reconnect over a bowl of pho.
One other girlfriend from San Francisco wants to get together for a meal as well. That one will be a little trickier, but still worthwhile. The pho girl is the one that used to be my best friend though.
It's so difficult leaving people. Feels like it gets harder as I get older. I've got to change my mentality though. Got to embrace the mental flexibility of someone young. Because if I allow myself to harden up, and become brittle, I'll just break. I'm going to try this mentality out starting now. Let's see what happens.
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