Skype Sesh

Yesterday I was napping with Lucky for about 2 hours when I was awoken from one of my usual motley dreams by the skype ringtone coming from my computer speakers. I figured it was a certain friend and I turned the volume down without bothering to check who was calling and went back to lie down. Grabbed my n7 and it told me I had missed a skype call from my guy. Fuck! He's good about calling me back a couple times because I usually never pick up my phone the first time. My volume is always usually on silent. This is not usually a huge problem because I check my phone like every couple minutes.

I call him and he picks up. We talk for about an hour and a half. I am skyping on my n7 for the first time with him so I enable the video feed and he can see me! I show him the changes around the house, Lucky gets plenty of air time and the conversation takes a pleasant tone. Usually talking to him on the phone is extremely frustrating, because his service sucks out there in the desert and my service sucks out here in the city. The call drops 4 or 5 times during one of our long conversations, I get sad and impatient, cranky and usually don't want to continue talking because he cant hear me or whatever. I'm getting annoyed just by typing it out.

But Skype was a lifesaver! Was pretty pleasant, no bullshit dropped calls, he could hear me perfectly and I wasnt even on a headset, just talking towards my n7. The only drawback was seeing myself on video chat the whole time eventually made me a little dizzy. But the conversation was productive, positive and uplifting. I felt happy to be talking to him.

He knows about my drunken fuckups these past couple weeks. I told him about the first one and he was upset so I didnt bother telling him about my most recent losing my bag. I still think he knew though...I think he may have checked up on me via g+, which actually makes me feel good. He doesnt do g+. I'm hoping he eventually finds the need to check up on this blog; he knows it exists he just hasn't read it. Or maybe he has. Who knows.

Though I know certain people read this blog, I really feel comfortable being totally candid on it. There are a handful of people that I would hope wouldn't see it just because they are on my shit list (talking about ex-bfs and ex-lovers here) but I dont really care if they do. I just never expected my guy to do  his research on me. I hope he does.