I'm like a child
Except instead of learning how to live
I am barely learning how to have fun
This may sound strange but its true. The past 10 years have been all negative self talk and massive stress. Trying to prove myself to others... I've put myself last on my list of priorities. This would be fine if I were still doing the same thing, unaware of the reality of life.
But that cover has been lifted from my eyes. I see the importance and eventual nothingness of life. It's everything and nothing at the same time.
Perhaps the stress brought this on? Perhaps it was just my time to wake up.
Either way it is here and it is what it is.
I cant stand when people hurt one another. I can't stand anything that isn't love and caring for one another.
It's such a waste of extremely precious time.
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