He wants to be near his dad. I don't blame him.
The fog of alcohol abuse has lifted from both of our minds. We are seeing things clearly now. The things that are most important to us are now healthy and good. These are the times to stay together the most.
Can I "afford" to up and leave Oakland? I definitely want to. I'd love to not go back. Just to pick up some belongings and that's it. I'd love to but can I? Should I?
Nobody has asked this of me. But I know I'd much rather drive back with him than take planes, by myself, again. And the way things are going, he's not leaving here for another week at least.
I've got to find out what his priorities are and see where I am on that list. If I'm not very high, then I've got to know that. And after I know the facts, I can act accordingly. He might not have to put me first, but I've got to.
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