This may sound strange... But one day I woke up and decided to be nice to myself. I've no idea how I managed this long always putting others before myself...
Anytime I ever did something "good" for myself, it was out of fear... Or shame or guilt. Or obligation to others. Anytime, every time!!
Anyway. Life can be kind of scary sometimes. But the best feelings come from it of course. Can't be without it. So just gna have to learn to keep up with myself.
Other people help a lot. Whoever said "hell is other people" failed to point out that hell can also be ourselves, alone.
And work is good. I loved work for so long. Just forgetting everything and working... But too much work is bad. Very bad. I've learned this the hardest way!!!
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