Everything is covered on the work end of the spectrum... My shifts are all covered this week... The orders I had to make are all put in... Aside from a possible phone conversation with my boss, everything is taken care of.
I am extremely appreciative of my guy's family. They have given me a very good thing, that I've been depriving myself of - sincere and trustworthy human interaction. They've helped me immensely. I hope to soak up the good vibes and have them carry me through what I hope is my last month in the bay.
I'm going to have to actively continue to try to cool out on the stress. I can force myself to paint with no real privacy and maybe get back into reading some good books. Exercise will also be important.
More than anything, positive self-talk needs to become the norm. No blaming others, no talking down to myself... If I'm going to really chill out I'm going to have to start by being nicer to myself mentally. I know I can do it, now I just have to do it.
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